You know I've realized one of the hottest things I've done in awhile was with my friend Chan's roomie. I was staying the night with Chan and Jesse because we were studying for finals and once Chan went to sleep Jess invited me to sleep next to him that night...we ended up playing dirty truth or dare...it ended with me finding his horney spot which is his ears and I licked and sucked his lobes until he got hard. Funny thing is, is the ears are one of my spots that get me hot and bothered so Jess started to doing the same till I was wet. We ended up doing it all night long with out waking chan up...I hit the big O over 8 times. And sometimes when I touch myself in the middle of the night I think of him touching me and sucking me and I wish I could do it again

Omg...I was so bad today...I was out with some friends and ran into this guy that I've only seen around casually. I guess you could say that I thought he was cute and sort of admired him from far away when in the coffee shop. But anyway, I was visiting my friends dorm and it just so happens the boy lived in the exact same dorm as them and I ran into him while walking down the hall to the bathroom. I casually glanced at him and walked on, but before I could get away he turned around and asked me my name and had told me he has seen me around and thought I was hot. I blushed a little and told him he wasnt bad himself. He asked where I was headed I was a dork and actually told him to the bathroom...he laughed and told me he'd let me go and he hoped to see me around. Well, I watched him go through the door that lead to the stairs. I was so embarassed as I walked into the girls bathroom...When I got in there I noticed all the stalls were taken (what luck) So I checked the guys bathroom and went in there. When I came out I noticed the exact same boy knocking on the bathroom door asking if I was in there...and being the total spaz I am I stood outside the boys room and giggled...When he heard me he imediatley asked me why I was down there. I told him why...and he laughed. Then he asked if I wanted to take the tour of his room...so giving him a come and get me grin I followed him. It seemed like in minutes I was pressed up against his room wall half naked. I let him dominate me (even thought I like to play the master..lol) it was a nice change...and sooo intense. All the kissing, touching, sucking, and licking...just thinking about it makes me wet again.
We hooked up for about 3 hours...and when it was all over. I just remembered  I came with my friends and they were probably looking for me. So we exchanged phone numbers and emails. And I got out of there to find my friends. It was crazy how I explained what I was doing...I knew they wouldn't believe I just went to the bathroom...So I told them everything. And they just laughed. lol

all and all I had a long day

Current Mood: chipper

God damn it Ambler...
I just finished getting chewed out by my so called best bud...and believe me it doesn't sound as fun. She keeps yelling at me for talking to her ex who is considered my brother...He and I have been pretty close for a long time...as close as you can get without fucking actually. And its ridiculous that I have to put up with her telling me I'm not to mention her to no body...she went' on for what seemed forever....I don't even mention her to my him...to make this more clear...he's not really my brother he is just a real good friend ( i know what you were thinking you pervs)...she just pisses me off...the world don't revolve around her and her sex life and who knows and who don't
She's my friend and all but when it comes to sex she is worse than I am...I at least get to know the boy before I fuck him..she only has to know him for a couple hours....

oh well, i'm over it

Current Mood: Damn you ambler

Just upgraded this blasted journal with the PLUS upgrad...i'm givin it a try...to tell ya the truth not sure I like it. I guess a perk could be voice journals. :-)
Idk...with this I might put up some pics of me...it all depends on if I get a digi cam or not...hmmm...still deciding

Current Mood: content

YOU KNOW I NEVER REALLY NOTICED HOW SENSITIVE MY BREASTS ARE. IF SOMEONE I FIND ATTRACTIVE DOES SO MUCH AS GRAZE MY NIPPLE THROUGH MY SHIRT ON ACCIDENT MY NIPPLES BECOME ERECT AND I START GETTING WET. WHICH THIS IS ONE OF THE MANY REASONS I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL...IT SEEMED LIKE I GOT THE ATTENTION I DESERVED WHEN I NEEDED IT.
I SPEND MANY NIGHTS LYING IN BED AT HOME DREAMING ABOUT SOMEONE LICKING AND BITING MY NIPPLES AND TOUCHING ME IN PLACES THAT MAKE ME QUIVER...THEN HAVING A TONGUE TRACE DOWN MY BODY FROM NIPPLE TO CLIT...THEN SUCK AND LICK HARD WHILE PINCHNG AND TEASING MY NIPPLES. 
I FIND MYSELF TOUCHING MY NIPPLES AS I RIGHT THIS...I'LL PROBABLY GET MYSELF OFF BEFORE THE NIGHT IS OUT SEVERAL TIMES...GOSH I NEED TO GET LAID.

Current Mood: horny

Thank you for the wonderful b-day messages they meant alot...but then towards the end of my lackluster day you threw your problems at me like a knife. All I do is spend my time listening to you...my boyfriend this, my lack of a boyfriend now...oh I know she likes him but she don't understand that I liked him when I was dating O'Hara. 
Its not my fault , its not my fault, its not my fault ...is all i hear.
You don't blame yourself until you are blaming someone else...then we all get the "well, since you guys can't put up with my problems I should just spread my wings and fly out the window and become a dead lil one."

Sometimes I believe you just want the attention...you say you know you have issues...but I believe the issues you have are used to get attention.

It is your fault you broke up with O'hara...it is your fault Mark likes you...your relationship could have been worse...wow he didn't call often enough and he didn't kiss a million times more in public...you threw away what might have been a good thing.

And you blame everyone else...so he said I was pretty so what...I dont' lie to you when I hurt you its to help you understand.

you are almost 20 get over it...like you said you would...grow up and get over it.


you are one of my best friends...i love you to death, but I can't put up with your constant problems along with my own.


***** Sorry readers...this is a little off key, but I needed to get this off of my chest. Sorry again*****

Current Mood: frustrated

I'VE HAD A DAY THAT JUST WON'T END...LETS SEE I GUESS TO SUM IT UP I'M JUST REALLY TIRED. I HAVE A HALF DAY OF WORK TOMORROW AND MY BIRTHDAY IS SATURDAY...I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I HAVE PLANNED.

HEY EVERYONE...THIS IS A LJ THAT I'M GOING TO DEDICATE TO MY DEEP DOWN OBESESSIONS.

I'M TOTALLY INTO PORN...I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M ADDICTED
I'M ALSO ADDICTED TO MASTERBATION
I'VE BEEN WITH GIRLS AND GUYS...ONE TIME I GOT WITH THIS ONE GUY THAT REALLY DIDN'T DO IT FOR ME...SO I LET HIS ROOMMATE FINGER ME WITH THE GUY I WAS WITH SLEEPING RIGHT NEXT TO US. I HIT THE BIG O 5 TIMES THAT NIGHT OR SHOULD I SAY MORNING
I'M STRAIGHT WITH A TILT TOWARDS GIRLS. I PREFER TO WATCH GIRL ON GIRL SEX RATHER THAN BOY ON GIRL...I ONLY CARE ABOUT GIRL AND GUY SEX WHEN I'M INVOLVED

WELL, ENOUGH ABOUT SEX FOR NOW

I'M IN COLLEGE AND I'LL ALSO USE THIS WONDERFUL BLOG TO VENT WITH OUT THE PPL I KNOW JUDGING ME...!!! MY FRIENDS DO THAT OFTEN SO I'D LIKE TO SEND A NICE BIG SCREW YOU TO THOSE HYPOCRITES

Current Mood: content